thoughts

2007 was probably the worst year of my life, thus far. so many bad things happened. a whole year later i still have a bad taste in my mouth about Fall in general. i turned into a miserly hermit for several months there, and i ended up famously calling my sister in tears one day after i realized that i hadn't had any physical contact whatsoever with another human being in 2-3 weeks. things got totally out of hand, and i ended up without any people i could talk to in my day-to-day life; my roommate and i didn't speak much/ever, all of my friends lived in manhattan (0r in different cities entirely) and were super stressed - like me, and texting really doesn't count at the end of the day. it was getting pretty real for a few months there. i did go out of my way to hang out with this boy a couple of times, but he ended up singlehandedly turning me off to humanity. good thing i don't give a fuck about him anymore and realize that only a select few people suck quite so monumentally as he does.

i am so thankful this fall is shaping up to be a completely different monster.
i am going on a date.